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Always here, waiting for you

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Spring

What was it like when I met you for the first time?
My soul was shining with the happiness. Yes, after knowing you better I was so grateful for meeting you. I’ve never known before there can be people like you. And I guess, there’s not. You were the only one.


Summer

You were the one who taught me to see the bright sides of the life.
You made me see the deeper sense of everything and perceive the smallest and intangible things that appeared to be so important for ones.
You were the greatest friend of mine and the one who supported me promising that everything was going to be alright and taking an effort to live up to the promise.
Someone who was always there, someone who was holding my hand tight and never let me all, someone who was fighting to help me to find my own happiness and the right way, someone whose heart was made of pure love and whose soul was as bright as the gold.
I could take a look through your eyes and all I saw there made me realized how special you were for me. All the moments we’ve shared together, all the times I was feeling you being next to me – every little things we’ve been involved in – is something that will stay with me forever.
No words can describe the overwhelming feeling of being a part of someone’s life who’s as wonderful as you were. Thank you for have been born, thank you for letting me being the person you liked to spend your time with, thank you for being the one I could totally rely on.


Autumn

Emptiness, despair, desolation… The life had let me to meet you but it took you away so fast. Standing there alone, wondering why you had to pass away I still can’t find the answer. I don’t want to accept the fact you are not here anymore. I can’t accept the fact I won’t see you again. I’m so weak now and I’m so down. How on earth I can move on!? Am I even able to? I was deprived of a special person which is the same that I lost a critical part of myself.
You are not here… You can’t see me suffering and you can’t do anything to help me.. Not anymore.
Neither can I… I can’t set you free from the darkness that is smothering you.. I can’t talk to you, can’t hug you to make you feel a bit better.. You don’t hear me.. You don’t feel me.. Not anymore.


Winter

I am cold without you. I don’t feel like wanting to go on.. What’s the reason for that? Some keeps telling me I will grin and bear this.. But I don’t want to go with your death. Does one want to live a life that always deprives them of the dearest ones, the ones they love?
I’ve lost much and many. I will not be able to live this way. Losing you is something I can’t bear. I can see it now. The longer I live without you the more isolated I become.
People won’t understand me if I commit suicide but they won’t understand me either if I keep missing you and being lonely the way I am now.


You were the one who cared much about me, the person who turned my life into something good.
No matter what happens, you will always be here in my heart.



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SilviaMarti's avatar
Spring part remind me of somebody I used to love very much in the past, even if she was "only" a penfriend toward me... reading it "We found love" popped immediately in my mind :nod: nice job anyway, and sorry for the long comment ^^;